ACT 2

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SCENE

little patches of light
emulate a grid, a pathway
lines i'd like to trace
contours i'd like to taste

just a mere thought
watch me steeply rise

small shreds of young silence
neatly reside between the lines
...prop for meaningful work
...endorphin inhibitor (?)


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LIGHT

no hint, or suggestion
of an impeded sound

your bare arm gestures
left me betrayed by
more than a passive temptation

sacrificing: recessing out of demand
compressing: seducing sparingly out of esteem
memorizing: selfishly out of appetite


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DARK

a state of starving for stasis
rarely afflicted with desire
for such a suffocating condition

most versions of this world
rarely ask for one to yield
banked obligations
play the part of a shield

oldest gestures reduced to
understandably driven,
unintentional irritants
looking forward to erasing their veils




















STILL, BEING BORN





visions
guns blazing
minds racing

mythologies have made us wooden
we were high
we were lovers

now we are just
bodies lying on the floor
trying to remember our names





here:

we tasted the dirt
living where it lay
(other people) whispered, symptoms
eating-stomach aches

these hidden afflictions
we don't talk about 
make my arms bend backwards
my mind shoots and shouts







there:

last time we'd really been
talked through our teeth
i witnessed you obscene
plain sight, on fire in the streets

circulation is poor
as the beefy weekend protrudes
no one is a prisoner here
still waiting to occur,
as more than an after-thought
(personal admission of your obvious doubt)






to be free:

it's a hard suffering start
split, under-the-cover eyes
when sun's practiced position
mistakes this room for a shrine


created a great dioramic myth
neatly pressed domestic scene
an architect, cleaning behind the refridgerator
letting air out of tires with electric impulsivity







i'll eat the candy
i'll fill these lungs

blunt, complex periods of display
each relevant and impotent
let us stare a little longer
check our teeth in the mirror

your anticipated responses
cost all my history in self-control
encouraged to breath
my arms positioned, braced for uncertainty







All photo's by Francesca Woodman

MOUNTED TROPHIES & SECONDHAND STORIES

tiny shadow - try and scrub away
marker of deeper waters
usually on the horizon
flank speed - brought here today

some words, needn't be spoke
they're in our breath, they're in our bones

it's a silent film
expressive distance
related to, individual histories

a narration
not meant to be heard
this noticing
brushed of, hardly disturbed 

•••••••

a cut out
a mannequin
comparing silhouettes
hold up old candles
if that's what you need
if it's necessary

it's a different shaped box

recreating moments from the past
pose no threat, but
are more pronounced than you'd expect







SONGWRITING 101

From recording session last week.....how a song comes to life.

write, rewrite, rewrite, rewrite & rewrite

WALLPAPER VIEW

so delicate
cracked.open.wide

ambitions weren't his first gift
herd-like, but respected
a means to collectively deflect
is protective

imagine things you'll never say*
very earliest stage

unable to choose an appetite
only thing of importance, these days

like watching a place for your insides
drawn up over the floor
plane crash footage
not someone outside you

very sensitive to...
transparent infancy
helps determine
proper punctuation

may require...
some (sort of)
personal sterilization
emotional castration


*and then, never open (?)


ººººººsleepy kittyºººººº