protracted engagement
stained synthesis
the epicentre of all

what sets your foundation for growth?
what nourishes you?

future rumbles, future fumbles, future years


recognize the paths...
the doors, the windows, the walls

through the motions, actions
reactions and decisions
you get a glimpse of who you are
what you believe in

through reflection you can begin to design
see the seed
cultivate or quell


what brings you closer to your truth?
what takes you further away?

being pushed
being tempted
i miss it all

but, how can you fully engage
while trying to navigate
a muddy internal landscape


"everything was wrong, nothing was ever there..."