clutching your head, or whatever
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you're the best
you're the worst
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no particular direction
no leanings
no predisposition
it could be more
it could be nothing
it is the equivalent of its sums
fear of what it is
fear of what i'm not
fear of what it will make me
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I'm everything
I'm nothing
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clutching my heart, or whatever