SICK IN THE HEAD

How about, take this story
repeat it assiduously
exercising every syllable
with light heart and grateful head

still afflicted
just enough

this day's not done talking
this story's not done grieving
this color-enhanced violence
is taking it's time feeding

stick it out
stay the course

we're just small-time dealers
of patience and restraint
contextual mediocrity
avoiding really big mistakes

it's just a myth
you want more

we're not searching for validity
that's only a charade
you take all of my offerings
i barely see your face

maybe there is more to this
maybe i'm just sick in the head